Selasa, 30 Agustus 2011

.hmhmhm. ..hmhmhm. .

u'll never kn0w how i feel to you , . U will never kn0w .
.
.i'll keep it alone . .
.n0 one kn0ws . I won't let anyone to kn0w .
Because it has been so long. Because, your face so far.
.i hope, i can have it. Ever after.

Sabtu, 27 Agustus 2011

yah, bxk bgt kejadian akhr* ini yg gak keduga. . Dari yg seneng, sampe yg senep . .
.
.yg senengx .. Temen lamaq dr SD calling aq lg . . Huaaa. . . . Kangen rasax lama ga ktmu soalx . .
Senepx , alias sedihnya, nenekq masuk UGD awalx, trus msuk ICU. Stroke . Emg udh lama sih sakitx . . Tahan yg eyang, pasti sembuh kok. Liat aq jdi dokter dlu d0ng . .
.
.pngen dpt suasana baru, tmen, semuax . Pngen bebas dr BULLY yg d lakukan olh teman .
Kuatin aku Ya Allah . .aq ykin aq bisa . .

Selasa, 23 Agustus 2011

hmmm :))
i miss you .. hehehehehehe...

Minggu, 21 Agustus 2011

my own design clothes


i made them when I was 2nd grade of senior high school
they are my own design ... I just tried to draw them . 

gambar - cuma iseng mengisi waktu luang


gambar ini, baru di buat tadi pagi .. lagi kepikiran pengen liburan di padang rumput. alhasil, jd kebayang gambar ini .. wkwkwk ..


kalo yang ini, di buat wkt ndegerin lagunya avril - good bye .. 


kalo yang iniiiii , keinget waktu aku sama cowokku maen. hehehehe ... karna aku ga bisa nggambar muka, jd yg aku gambar, tampak belakangnya aja .. hehehe ..

Jumat, 19 Agustus 2011

aku sempet bingung kalo tiap kali di tanya ..

" tanti, ntar mau kuliah di mana kamu ? "

"jurusan apa ?"

summmpah talah bingung ..
kalo bole ni jujur, aku sebenernya pengen masuk jurusan seni rupa dan desain di UI ato ITB gitu ...
tapi ntaran gitu mikir, "ngapain aku susah* masuk ipa kalo ujug*nya ke Seni rupa ?"

hmmmm, jujur, aku sama sekali gapunya bakat* buat yang namanya "MENELITI" sesuatu kayak ayah, yang emang orang kimia . yah, yang aku punya cuma keterampilan tangan doang , yaitu ... Menggambar ...
aku punya hobby nggambar ituuu, kira* kelas 2 SMP . waktu nglukis di canvas ( itu pertama kali nglukis ). dan hasilnya ... LUMAYAN BAGUS .. tapi sayang, gambarnya ga bisa dipajang di sini .. lukisannya aku pajang di kamar ajalah .. kalo mau liat .. monggo ke rumah .. wkwkwkwkwk .. tapi, makanan dan minuman aku ga tanggung . hehehehhe :D :D


daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, akhirnya, aku putuskan untuk mengambil jurusan kedokteran dah .. kalo gak perawat ( AMIIN .. moga* keterima , dan menjadi dokter yang amanah, dan bisa membantu orang banyak, AMIN Ya Allah :)) ..)

hmmmm, sambil kuliah ntar, aku juga ga mau ninggalain hobby nggambar aku .
ya, tetep aku kembangin sendiri lah ..
entah gimana caranya ntar.

pokoknya, kuncinya cuma 1, GABOLE MALES !!!!!
ini yang bener* kudu aku ilangin. soalnya, susah banget ngilangin males .. hhhhhmmmmmmmmmm
 ( menghembuskan nafas panjang )






Kamis, 18 Agustus 2011

david archuleta - who i am


Been two hours in a taxi cab,
I’m just driving around and I’m running a tab,
But it doesn’t really matter no, I’m not getting mad,
It’s ok, ’cause I know where I’m going,
Out the window, everybody’s on the phone,
At the lights are on, and they’re all in the zone,
Gotta take a step back from my new ringtone,
I don’t care if your friends there is calling, (ca-ca-calling)
Days like these,
It’s hard to breathe.
I’m gonna take this moment that I’m in right now,
Stop the craziness somehow.
Leave it all behind me,
I know it’s gonna find me.

I got nothing to win and I got nothing to lose,
just trying to walk in my own two shoes,
I’m gonna take the time now,
It’s time for me to find out
Who I am
oh oh, oh oh
Who I am
Windshield’s like a movie screen,
And the world outside is a big machine,
And it moves so fast I can barely think,
That’s ok, ’cause I know what I’m doing,
Days like these,
It’s hard to breathe.
I’m gonna take this moment that I’m in right now,
Stop the craziness somehow.
Leave it all behind me,
I know it’s gonna find me.
I got nothing to win and I got nothing to lose,
just trying to walk in my own two shoes,
Gonna take the time now,
It’s time for me to find out
Who I am
oh oh, oh oh
oh oh,
Sometimes,
You just know,
When to hold on, when to let go
Gonna take this moment that I’m in right now,
Stop the craziness somehow.
Leave it all behind me,
I know it’s gonna find me.
I got nothing to win and I got nothing to lose,
just trying to walk in my own two shoes,
Gonna take the time now,
It’s time for me to find out
Who I am
I got nothing to win and I got nothing to lose,
just trying to walk in my own two shoes,
Gonna take the time now,
It’s time for me to find out
Who I am
oh oh, oh oh,
oh oh, oh oh,
oh oh, oh oh,
oh oh, who I am.

david arhuleta

he is a cute man :)












BORED

I GET BORED with everything .. everything 
sungguh, besok adalah hari yang menyebalkan. ketemu lagi sama fisika :((

aku gak suka fisika :(((((

sumpah, gak mudeng aku ..

Rabu, 17 Agustus 2011

i just need time to be alone 

Selasa, 16 Agustus 2011

bebas

AKU INGIN BEBAS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Senin, 15 Agustus 2011

hey monday - OBVIOUS

Let's make a mess
Steal a kiss in the moment
You and me
Everything that could be
Touch, don't go
Stay as long as you like

Let's get reckless
Dance with our hands to the beat
Don't let this slip through our fingers
It feels insane
Don't you put up a fight

Let's rough it up
Till they shut it down

It's ah, ah, obvious
Right here's where the party starts
With you and me all alone
No one has to know
It's ah, ah, obvious to me
How it's gonna be
Ah, ah, obvious
When you come close to me

Let's make a scene
Like the movies in our dreams
Make me scream
Take me down
No one's watching
Close your eyes
Play it back and rewind

So surreal
As the story unfolds on the screen
Stop stalling
The credits are rolling
Hold me now
Before we run out of time

Let's rough it up
Till the end of the night

It's ah, ah, obvious
Right here's where the party starts
With you and me all alone
No one has to know
It's ah, ah, obvious to me
How it's gonna be
Ah, ah, obvious
When you come close to me

It's ah, ah, obvious
One kiss
It's easy to see
You and me

It's ah, ah, obvious
Right here's where the party starts
With you and me all alone
No one has to know
It's ah, ah, obvious to me
How it's gonna be
Ah, ah, obvious
When you come close to me [x2] 

TIRED

I gotta go my own way. 


I'm tired with everything  I do .
i just wanna be free
no tied with anything
become a free ..
and , I don't wanna think anything except my own future
 I gotta do what’s best for me.


i just wanna be my self .
don't you affect me , everyone ..
let me choose my own way ..
"I know that you're feeling like we're only dreaming
Well don't look down 'cause this is real."

Another color turns to grey.


but at least for now,
I gotta do my own way.



Minggu, 14 Agustus 2011

the saltwater room


I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights when we count all the ship lights
I guess I’ll never know why sparrows love the snow
We’ll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow
 

hmhhmhmhmhhmhmh :))))))))))))))))))))

senang senang senang senang senang senang senang ..
hatiku sangat senang . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ...
akhirnyaaaaa ... :D :D :D

setelah sekian lama ..
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha ....
semua orang gak bole tahu kecuali aku .. hehehehehehehe :D :D
pokoknya senang ...
walau . . **** ****** **** ***** *** **** *** ***** ****** . hehehehe :D

?????

hmmmmmm, ingin mengatakan hal itu, tpi gak tega ...

Kamis, 11 Agustus 2011

mav kan aku membuatmu tak suka ..

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,, salting

td, waktu tawarih, eh, terawih maksudnye , aku ngrasani orang yang jd imam d masjid. lalu,aku noleh ke sebelah kananku ...
dan kamu tau itu sapa ??????????? 

ISTRI nyaaaaaaaaaaa .......... 
wadooooh, sumpah salting puool !!!
tapi, untung aja orangnya tetep baik, tapi, hati orang sapa tau kan .. wkkwkwkwkwk :D :D